Below the Influence

Emmy. 17. New Hampshire
I'm not going to pretend that I like people. Because I don't. But, on the same note; if you hate people too, then we can be best friends. Yes, I'm depressed. Music is the only thing that will be there for you in the end. Appreciate every beat. You know where the ask button is. Follow back!



if someone tells you you’re beautiful, you tell them they are too. if someone says they love you, decide if they mean it before you say it in return. if a boy tells you he’d date you if you didn’t smoke, light a cigarette and walk away. if your mother screams at you because she’s had a bad day, close your eyes and leave her to her anger. if last nights lover doesn’t call you back, do not cry and blame yourself.

This is important

(Source: grandmagrass, via not-the-same-person)

(via broken-but-recovering)

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Too sad to smoke is the worst kind of sad

Azra.T “You can’t love me with your heart shut.”  (via flushthet0ilet)

(Source: 5000letters, via flushthet0ilet)

When you come home tonight, I will not be there. On the sideboard, there is a note that says, “I am tired of wearing my heart on my sleeves for you, I’ve taken it back.” Look, it’s exhausting to love you like this. I would have stood outside for you if I knew you’d pass by to open the door for me, but my fingers are cold and you’re just standing at the window trying to decide if you can be open enough to let me in. I don’t know if you can or know how, but I know that my hands are tired of reaching to empty spaces. God, it’s not okay for you to love me when it’s convenient or when you’re not busy. It’s not okay for you to not try because you know I’ll be waiting there for you anyway. It’s not okay because your cold is seeping into me and I used to be throbbing once; I used to be a fire. I don’t know how to give less of myself to someone. I don’t know how to be half full or half feeling so when I said that I would have stayed with you, I meant it. I don’t want to have to be anything less than I am but I can’t stay with you anymore. Your arms are perpetually folded. Mine can’t reach far enough to keep us both warm. I’ve tidied your clothes. I’ve left you milk in the fridge, but I won’t pick up your calls anymore. I’m closing the door gently behind me, I’m not coming back, I have to look for something warmer.

Kurt Cobain talking in November 1991 about the background behind the song ‘Polly’ (via bloodychaos)

(Source: drive-my-rubber-soul, via ihavenoclueohgod)

Rape is one of the most terrible crimes on earth. And it happens every few minutes. The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate women about how to defend themselves. What really needs to be done is teaching men not to rape. Go to the source and start there.
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